Pour me 'nother one.

I have been so stressed lately. I think with my son being in the ER for whooping cough. had a week break and is now sick again. He cannot catch a break. My baby boy! Looking for a job in the hospital. Trying to figure out a money situation to get out of my parents that I had to move back into after I got a divorce. Woo Hoo. My truck's compressor is on the fritz. I literally want to just scream sometimes. I keep on keepin on. My son can put a smile on my face in an instant. Even when he driving me crazy!! I love my kid. There are a select few who can put smiles on my faces. They lately have been there for me to vent and listen to me when I need it.

Friends and Family are everything!! Friends do come and go and so do relationships. Family is your blood, no matter how mad you get at them being stupid... they will always be your family. Family has been there for you since birth. When Top Gun and I were in Cali last September-October, my family there did so much for us. Let us stay with them, go with them to places so we weren't piss ass bored. Family is the best. My brother, sister, and parents here do so much for my son and I. Especially since my divorce. I could never thank my parents enough for letting us move back in. Take care of us. And to let me get on my feet. I am standing strong. I literally am the happiest I have been in over a year. Even when the stress gets to me. I still smile. I have a pinup photo shoot here in a couple weeks. That will be an absolute blast. Last time was amazing!! I LOVED it!! We did military, rockabilly, cowgirl. :) That literally is something I LOVE to do. I love the 20s-50s style. I swear I was born then in another life. 

I literally am just rambling on about nothing in this blog post. Which is fine. Tomorrow I think I will write about love. How it hurts, and makes you happy. What I have encountered in life so far. How my son is love to me. But for now, I need to sleep. Before my son wakes up around 1-8 times tonight. If he woke up just once I would be absolutely ecstatic! G'night ya'll!!